31.1.11

"The future is such a foreign country"

I arrived at work, blissfully sleepy; I do not drink coffee but had a freshly made cappuccino in hand when a co-worker asked me the question that everyone seems to ask these days.

“So, Mary. How is that whole grad-school stuff coming along?”

Too tired and happy to pretend, I told him I had no clue.

Throughout undergrad, I wanted to be an academic. Really give myself to water-issues or deforestation or climate policy. So what changed? I witnessed academics up-close, saw their working habits and personal relationships. The work never stops, does it? Such a heavy career path that more-regularly-than-not requires an all or nothing commitment.



“Things have changed,” I said. “I have so many choices, not a bad one in the lot, that I do not think there is a wrong decision. And I do not have to make that decision today.”

11.1.11

Musicophiliadosmildiez

What I listened to (in no particular order) in the year of our lord, 2010:


Rubblebucket - Came Out of a Lady
Javiera Mena - Al Siguiente Nivel
Hello Seahorse - Un Año Quebrado
James Blake - Footnotes
Kendal Johansson - Blue Moon
Twin Shadow - At My Heels
Dënver - Lo que quieras
Panda Bear - Tomboy
El Guincho - Bombay
Delorean - Stay Close
Ariel Pink's Haunted Graffiti - Bright Lit Blue Skies
Duck Sauce - Barbra Streisand
Summer Camp - Ghost Train
Grimes - Rosa
Y La Bamba - Juniper
Neon Walrus - Mil Memorias
Toro y Moi - Talamak
Caribou - Odessa
The Drums - Book of Stories
Twin Sister - All Around and Away We Go
LCD Soundsystem - All I Want
Beach House - Silver Soul
Broken Social Scene - Sweetest Kill
Frikstailers - Remix of Bomba Estereo's Fuego
Darkstar - Deadness
Sparklehorse/Wayne Coyne - Revenge
Yeasayer - Madder Red
Deerhunter - Helicopter
Girls - Thee Oh So Protective One
La Ola Que Quería Ser Chau - Rocío Pelea Contra los Robotitos
Hot Chip - One Life Stand
Joanna Newsom - Have One On Me
The Roots - How I Got Over
Josh Ritter - The Curse
Gorillaz - Empire Ants
Goldfrapp - Rocket
Kayne West - Monster
Sam Quinn - Fanboy
The National - Conversation 16
The War On Drugs - Baby Missiles
Love Is All - Kungen
Lower Dens - Tea Lights
Of Montreal - Famine Affair
She & Him - Thieves
Sufjan Stevens - I Walked
Tame Impala - Solitude is Bliss
Big Boi - Backup Plan
Admiral Radley - I Heart California
The Apples In Stereo - Hey Elevator
Girl Talk - Let it Out
Arcade Fire - Sprawl II (Mountains Beyond Mountains)
Best Coast - Boyfriend
The Black Keys - The Only One
Dylan LeBlanc - If Time Was For Wasting
Blonde Redhead - Spain